I'm generally known as MrGermandeutsch (or just German for short) since 2011.
I'm also known as:
- Null (or info_null) since 2017.
- Spectrum Feather (or Spec for short) since 2018.
- Ashley Ashes (or just either Ashley or Ashes) since 2024.
This carrd page may change & update at random.
Guidelines for Interaction & Interpersonal Expectations.
This is a non-exhaustive list. Violations will be met with consequences, and is non-negotiable. Everything is subject to change.
• This is an English-speaking Account.
Self-explanatory.• Be respectful, kind & considerate.
There will be no bullying, spam, spoilers, leaking private and/or sensitive information, or otherwise.• Use common sense.
Assume good intentions, be considerate of differing viewpoints & respect personal time.• Act within reason.
Although I'm lenient and permit a lot of things, please be considerate & only do so in great moderation.• Avoid loopholes.
I am not a lawyer, don't expect me to write an entire EULA of sorts.
The following list will result in an immediate block & report. This is non-negotiable.
• Antisemitism.
• Racism.
• Discrimination.
• Hate-speech.
• Fraudulence.
• Grooming / Predatory behavior.
• Pedophilia / Ephebophilia.
• Zoophilia / Beastiality.
• Unsolicited media, such as NSFW, Gore, or otherwise disturbing or offensive material.
• Falsely reported Account.
• Advertisements through private/direct messaging.
• Free give-away promotions such as gift cards, discord nitro, or otherwise.
• Chain-mails, such as avoiding friend-requests by supposedly dangerous individuals.
• Playtesting a game, or downloading/running a software.
• Voting for a Team.
• Contacting me through my phone-number.
• Fake E-Mails pretending to be official Government Forces/Agencies/Parties or otherwise.
• Automated responses, including AI-run accounts.
• Fake/Masked Links.
• Inviting me to a Community for some sort of free give-away promo, gambling, predatory contents or otherwise.
• Newly-created Accounts pretending to be legit.
• Surprise donations, such as offering to send money through CashApp.
...and more.
| About me | Official Information |
|---|---|
| Birth: Zodiac Sign: | 2nd August, 1999 at 11:15 am in Austria Leo ♌ |
| Biological Gender: Preferred Gender: Pronouns: Sexuality: | Male Yours. he/him, they/them & she/her (any?) Biromantic Heterosexual ? |
| Native Language: Taught Language: Preferred Language: | German 🇦🇹/🇩🇪 English 🇺🇸/🇬🇧 English 🇺🇸/🇬🇧 |
| Blood Type Disabilities: Other: | Human Blood. Autism Diabetes Type Social Anxiety (suspected) Attention Deficit Disorder (suspected) |
| Address: Occupation: Timezone: Daylight saving: | Austria, Lower Austria Unfit. UTC+1 Central European Time UTC+2 Central European Summer Time |
| Religion: LGBTQIA+: Communities: | Roman Catholic I genuinely don't know what I am. You know where you met me. |
| Height: Weight: | 1,78 m 5'10.08 " ft N/A in metric. N/A in imperial. |
| Relationship: Partner(s): | Monogamous-Polyamorous Relationship Dynamic SakuraRyuno 🌸❤ 24th of December, 2021 Drawing Pad 🏳🌈🏳️⚧️ 2021 |
| Memes. Wealth: | Plentiful Broke. |
| Joined Projects | Rank | Status |
|---|---|---|
| Aperture: Salt Mines | Mapper (P2 PeTI Converter) | WIP |
| Half-Life 2: Reflection | Mapper | WIP |
| Verucavia: New Age | Creative Director | Cancelled |
| Project: Sperliant/Prophornix | Creative Director | WIP |
| INFRA: Remnants of the Old World | Mapper | TBD |
| INFRA: Underground | Texture Applicant/Management (VTF & VMT editing) | TBD |
| Filter Factor | Mapper & Puzzle Designer | TBD |
| Protoshoot | Mapper & Puzzle Designer | WIP |
| Remedy | Mapper | TBD |
| Portal: Last Hope | Mapper | Released |
| Discord (Community) Server | Rank |
|---|---|
| 28469 | Founder |
| Portals Mapping and Modding | Administrator |
| Krzyhau's chamber | Administrator |
| ngeruma | Moderator |
| RoriusMaximus | Moderator |
| Deleted | Banned |
| Personal Projects | Rank | Status |
|---|---|---|
| Garry's Mod Workshop: Authentic City 17 Roleplay Map | Sole Developer | WIP |
| Portal 2 Workshop: Lacus | Sole Developer | WIP |
| Portal 2 Workshop: Deviations | Sole Developer | Concept |
| Portal 2: Equilibrium | Sole Developer | Concept |
| Half-Life 2: Kenopsia | Sole Developer | Conflicted |
Personal Videogame Recommendations
| Device | Specifications |
|---|---|
| 🖥 Primary Computer | Windows 10 Pro 64-bit operating system, x64-based processor 32 GB RAM AMD Ryzen 9 5900X 12-Core Processor AMD Radeon RX 6600 XT 1 TB Windows SSD 2 TB Disk 4 TB Disk |
| 🖥 Secondary Computer | Unknown Specifications. Unable to boot up. |
| 🖥 Tertiary Computer | Unknown Specifications. Unable to boot up. |
| 💻 Primary Laptop | Unknown Specifications. Out of service. |
| 💻 Secondary Laptop | Unknown Specifications. Unused. |
| 📺 Primary Monitor | Samsung UE43RU7410U 3840 x 2160 23.976 - 60 Hz 8-bit YCbCr444 SDR |
| 📺 Secondary Monitor | Acer EB321HQU 2560 x 1440 60 Hz 8-bit RGB SDR |
| 📺 Tertiary Monitor | Unknown Specifications. Missing component (HDMI/DP Conversion). |
| 📱 Primary Mobile Telephone | Samsung ??? Unknown Specifications. |
| 📱 Secondary Mobile Telephone | Samsung S25 Unknown Specifications. AI Features. |
| 📱 Tertiary Mobile Telephone | Samsung ??? Broken. |
| Contact | Handle |
|---|---|
| Mail: E-Mail: Mobile: | Unavailable. Inactive. Unresponsive. |
| Discord (main): Discord (primary): Discord (secondary): Discord (tertiary): Steam: TwXtter: Bluesky: | MrGermandeutsch#0245 mrgermandeutsch Nm.Sf.#9021 Emergency use only. C. O.#6442 Emergency use only. S.F.#7821 Emergency use only. MrGermandeutsch @MrGermandeutsch @mrgermandeutsch.bsky.social |
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Sorry about that!
I miss everyone from the unofficial Pony Town Community Discord Server.
I genuinely want to come back, but I'll never be welcomed back.
No amounts of apologies will ever fix what I've broken.
I'm sorry for everything I've done, even if my apology means nothing to anyone.
Don't think I can ever show myself again.I miss working together as a team.
I miss hanging out and having fun.
I miss helping each other out.
I miss the memories we've made.
I miss it all.I am guilty for what I did.
I don't know what to do.
It's been tearing me apart.
If either Boxen or any of the other members of the Team happen to discover this - know that I thought about my actions ever since I left the Server back in 2024 upon my demotion, and replaying the memories in my head over and over again for days without end.
There is nothing I can do to make things right. And you wouldn't want me to anyway, I suspect.I doubt you'll ever see this message. Perhaps that's for the better anyway.
You wouldn't really have a reason to check up on me anyway, especially not after what I've done to break everyone's trust.I'll continue to keep my distance, as I probably should.Thank you for everything.
I'm sorry for everything.That's all.
As for anyone else who happened to discover this by sheer coincidence, you should probably just ignore this.
This situation has concluded with the suicide of a person early 2025, and I don't want to go into details.